Deconstruct / Reconstruct
Life is complex, but the theology you have been given for dealing with it is simplistic. It is not fit for purpose for the life in which you find yourself. Too many hard questions have been given too-easy answers. You ask yourself: are gay people really going to Hell? What about non-Christians? What about science? What about the way a large portion of the church seems to have sold itself body and soul to political charlatans? What about a hundred and one things, all of which are of burning importance, not least the startling moral failures of the church?